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The Bridge.

My first real introduction to art history was a high school class I signed up for because I thought it would be interesting. I’d read some pocket biographies of famous artists and I wanted to get a broader view of how they fit together. I didn’t think it would be easy but when a subject is interesting that makes even the hard parts worth it. It helped that I had a really good teacher.

We started with the 19th century which both made sense and was also jumping into the deep end. It was where all those movements and -isms really started—Classicism and Romanticism leading into Impressionism and so on. But then it wasn’t until around the 12th century that putting paintings in frames and carrying them around became widespread and the first public art museum didn’t open until 1661. There’s been art as long as there have been people—art history is human history—but the 19th century is one point where European art at least started to get organized in a way that’s easy to study.

One of the later groups we learned about was called Die Brücke, The Bridge. They were unusual because, first of all, their name wasn’t an -ism (they were kind of a subgroup of Expressionism but that gets complicated) and they were also in Germany. Most of the artists and movements we were learning about were in Paris. Many artists even came to Paris from other parts of Europe and beyond to be part of what some considered the center of the art world. A little side trip to Dresden was a reminder that art, and art history, was happening everywhere. It was also happening in Africa and Asia and North America and South America and Australia and Oceania, anywhere there were people, but we didn’t get into that at the time.

I was really fascinated by Die Brücke paintings which are bold and colorful. I especially liked Emil Nolde who did a whole series of paintings of masks. But why “The Bridge”? I asked my teacher. She thought for a minute and said, “I don’t know. I never thought about it. Why don’t you look it up and you can tell me because I’d like to know too.”

I told you she was a good teacher.

The answer, by the way, is that, like a lot of founders of art movements, they were young and idealistic and wanted to create art that was “a bridge to the future”, breaking with past traditions and opening up a whole new freedom of expression. When I read that it opened up my mind to the realization that all art, really, is a bridge to the future—art is creating something that didn’t exist but which reaches beyond the present.

I still think about that every time I see art on or near a bridge.

Here’s Emil Nolde’s Mask Still Life III.

Source: Artchive

Outside The Door.

I confess I was briefly tempted to take the box full of snacks left outside of an office down the hall from the one where I work. I saw it as I was leaving for the day and obviously the delivery person couldn’t get anyone in that office to answer the door. It’s possible everyone had already left for the day, although from what I’ve seen there’s rarely anyone in that office, which made me wonder if the snack box had been ordered by someone who worked there or if it was a special promotional gift sent by someone outside whatever department uses that office. I still wasn’t going to take it but I wondered if anyone who worked there knew it had been delivered, and how long it would take them to find it. At least from a quick glance I didn’t think there was anything perishable in the box.

If it was sent by an outside party then I wonder why. The office is a department in the same large non-profit organization I work for, which is why we’re in the same building, and over the years I’ve gotten a fair amount of swag from visiting companies. One of the best things I’ve ever gotten was a tote bag full of assorted books from a distributor, but I also have small things, like some leatherette writing pads which are handy for taking notes. And once I got a five-pound box of baklava—enough to make a baklava balaclava, but that’s another story. Even though I could have easily eaten it all by myself it arrived at the perfect time to go to the office holiday party.

Since I work for a non-profit there are strict rules about taking gifts from outside companies, but, aside from the baklava, I’ve never gotten anything big enough to sway my opinion even if I were in a position to make big policy decisions. It seems like business gifts—from pens and reusable bottles, and I even had someone give me a Bluetooth speaker with their corporate logo on it—have become big business, but do they really do influence anyone? My father worked in sales and I’d sometimes get to tag along on business dinners—Black Forest cake at the Hermitage Hotel, where the men’s room is a tourist destination, will always be a cherished memory—but these seemed more like thank-yous and, well, a chance to have a little fun on the company’s dime than bona fide attempts to get more business.

I can honestly say I’ve never been influenced by any of the corporate gifts I’ve gotten, but then it probably would take more than a bag of books or even baklava to buy me.

Real People.

On a recent episode of After Midnight Kate Micucci was asked what she’s been up to and she said, “Painting garbage.” That made me laugh and I thought, yes, that’s something Kate Micucci would definitely do. Then, because I always second-guess myself, I regretted thinking that. I don’t know her personally, or anything about her, really, and I worried I was confusing her with the characters she’s played on shows like Scrubs and The Big Bang Theory: eccentric, funny, a bit childlike. Of course I knew her first from Garfunkel & Oates and the songs she sang with Riki Lindhome about anal sex and handjobs and, um, What’s Gonna Happen to Chris. Of course there are also her more recent solo songs about buckets of beans and the grocery store which are songs I’d play for my kids if I had kids. The point is, however, that she’s an actress and while she has a wide range I don’t want to risk assuming who she is privately is anything like the characters she plays publicly.

She really does paint garbage in the alley next to her house, though, and her videos of painting abandoned refrigerators and other trash are both hilarious and genuinely moving.

She’s also been very open about her cancer diagnosis. The good news is she’s doing well. She made a short video in December after her surgery which, again, as much as I don’t want to assume anything about her as a real person, seems like the funny, silly sort of thing a Kate Micucci character would do.

Maybe she’s been scared, maybe she’s been angry—she does say “I’ve never smoked a cigarette in my life”—or maybe she dealt with cancer with the good-natured stoicism she showed and has put it behind her now. She does seem like she’s fine, but I don’t know and I’m not going to even speculate. I know from experience what it feels like to have cancer and have people tell you how you should feel, how you should react. But the only should in cancer is that each of us should be allowed to deal with it in whatever way feels right to us. So my message to Kate, and anyone else, is only this: I hope you’re doing well.

@katiemicucci

The whole fridge! ☀️ #artistsoftiktok #summer2024 #trash #painting #fypage

♬ Feels Like Summer – Samuel Jack

It’s About Time.

Source: Wikipedia

All I can think about right now is time. My work schedule has been completely thrown off not just by the Labor Day holiday—not something I’m complaining about—but I was also sick last week—something I’m complaining about—which meant taking some time off from work—not something I’m complaining about. Also a large branch of a very large, very old hackberry tree next to our driveway fell in our neighbor’s front yard. It took out a power line which caused a small fire in one of the transformers at the street, and knocked out my neighbor’s electricity and internet for more than a day. Still it could have been worse. The branch didn’t hit their house or their cars, and it finally pushed us to have the tree cut down, which we should have done years ago but kept putting it off. So that’s something I have mixed feelings about.

This morning getting ready for work, putting on a shirt with buttons for the first time in ten days, I had to snap out of the hazy reverie of not being quite awake yet and remind myself that in order to be at work on time I had to be present. It didn’t help that last night, or early this morning, I dreamed I was driving to work and realized I’d forgotten my lunch. And my laptop. And Nelson the aardvark. I don’t normally carpool with aardvarks—I wish I did because they’re the funniest animals I can think of—but this was a dream.

On my real drive to work there was a long stretch where I had to drive slowly because I was staring directly into the sun. The car visor wasn’t low enough to block it and while my sunglasses helped what I really needed was the sun to be in a completely different location. And it will be, eventually, as the Earth’s orbit creates the analemma.

Now at work I’m mostly occupied with setting up reminders for changes that will take effect in January 2025. While doing that I feel like I’m living in the future, preparing for something that won’t really happen for five months. That also seems so distant right now but, from past experience, I think when it finally arrives it will seem like the time went by in a flash.

Even though I crept along to work this morning I still managed to arrive at the office so early the building was locked. So I took a walk around the neighborhood. It was cool and nice so that’s something I’m not going to complain about.

Here’s the troublesome, soon-to-be-gone tree:

Private And Public.

This is painted on a shed in someone’s yard. On the one hand I’m a little uncomfortable sharing a picture of something that’s on private property. On the other hand it’s visible from the street, and adjacent to a public park, so I think the message is meant to be public. And why wouldn’t it be? It’s a wonderful, reassuring message that whatever struggles we go through can produce something positive. Or maybe it’s a message of self-care. Sometimes we have to put out a few thorns to protect ourselves so that our roses may bloom. Those are just a couple of thoughts. I’m sure there are many other ways to interpret it.

I also wonder what prompted someone to paint this message. Not all art is a response to trauma but a lot of it is. Read a biography of almost any famous artist and you’ll find plenty of turmoil and conflict. And people who aren’t famous artists, who aren’t famous at all, experience plenty of turmoil and conflict too. Some may create art. Creating art can be therapeutic but it can also be a way of asking for help.

I don’t know if the person or people who created this mural were asking for help or, with this message, were hoping to offer help. I’d want to help if I could but at the same time I don’t want to invade their privacy.

Ciao, Baby.

There are hornets under the house, in the crawlspace. I only know this because I’ve seen them going in and out of a hole in the bricks next to the patio. They’ve kept to themselves which is the only reason I haven’t convinced my wife to pack up the dogs and all our belongings and set the house on fire as we drive away. I’ve thought about getting one of those bug bombs that sprays a cloud of insecticide and throwing it into the crawl space, then packing up the dogs and all our belongings and setting the house on fire as we drive away, but, as I said, they’ve kept to themselves.

Still they need to go. I believe I was stung by a hornet once at camp. I can’t be absolutely certain—it was some kind of flying insect that landed on the ground near where I was collecting firewood. I’ve also been stung by honeybees, bumblebees, yellowjackets, and paper wasps and this was a pain more intense than any of those. Luckily I’m not allergic and though it felt like hours the pain dissipated in about fifteen minutes, even without any treatment. When I was a kid and got stung by bees my mother would make a compress out of tobacco and a wet paper towel which helped draw out the poison, and that’s why cigarettes are better than vaping, but that’s another story.

Hornets are also just scary looking beasts. Around the time I got stung by a hornet I was writing stories about a character named Nighthawk. He was sort of a futuristic Robin Hood, going up against an evil king with a robot army in a neo-medieval world. At one point, having infiltrated the castle, Nighthawk had to battle a giant mutant hornet, the scariest thing I could imagine, created by the king’s mad scientist. I believe this is why one stung me; hornets carry grudges.

Wasps are also another matter entirely, giving their kids names like Aldrich and Margeaux, and droning on about how they summered in the Hamptons. When I was a kid a neighbor showed me a mud dauber nest, a cluster of tubes built out of dried mud. He showed me how, like bees, they’re clever and industrious creatures. Then he broke open the tubes and dozens of spider corpses spilled out. As someone who’s always been fascinated by the beauty and wonder of the natural world, who appreciates that there is death as well as life in the grand cycle, that’s when I wanted the neighbor to pack up all his belongings and leave so I could set his house on fire. You come for the spiders you come for me.

The hornets, on the other hand, eat bugs like grasshoppers, and they also drink nectar, so they’re even beneficial. The ones we have are also not, as far as I can tell, the infamous murder hornets that caused widespread panic a few years ago; they’re more likely European hornets. In fact they belong to the genus Vespa so I think they’ll be cool as long as I pass by them and say “Ciao”.

I Don’t Care If Monday’s Blue.

Mondays are always tough. I know that’s a cliché and hackneyed joke, one that can be counted on to pop up on a regular basis everywhere from the office watercooler to Garfield comics. It’s so pervasive there’s even a counter-response, people who like Mondays. I can respect that even if I don’t share the feeling. Especially this Monday. This weekend I was sick and didn’t get much done. A busy weekend can make Monday feel like a relief, even if it’s not entirely welcome, just because it is a break. Almost as old as jokes about Mondays is the saying that “a bad day of [fill in hobby] is better than a good day at work!” My feeling is that even a good day of housecleaning isn’t that much better than a good day at work, unless somebody brought donuts in, which usually happens on Thursdays. When I’m cleaning the house no one’s going to bring in donuts unless I bring them in myself.

This weekend I was also sick. There was a sudden drop in the temperature last week and while I’m healthy in almost every other way I get a cold at the drop of a hat. Or rather at the drop in the mercury. I’ve been coughing and blowing my nose for a few days but didn’t really realize how sick I was until Saturday when I changed the sheets and made the bed while listening to “The Day Before You Came” by ABBA and that simple task was so exhausting I fell down onto the bed into a three hour nap. Then when I woke up I thought how nice it was that someone had changed the sheets and made the bed for me that I fell into a two hour nap.

I might not have even gotten up this morning but I had a doctor’s appointment, which was a nice break in my usual Monday routine of going to work. It was just a simple checkup—my doctor requires me to stop in and prove I’m still alive every six months or so and reauthorize all my prescriptions.

Instead of going to the office I drove back home, mostly along the same route that takes me home from work—my doctor’s office isn’t that far from my office, which is convenient, but, because I’d been sick, I decided to work from home. Normally my drive is very early in the morning or late in the afternoon so it was kind of a treat to see the midmorning world. There were people out walking dogs, people pushing strollers, even a half moon hanging high in the sky.

I still won’t go so far as to say I like Mondays but I like this Monday.

Dream On.

Dumpsters are popular sites for tagging. This is probably because they’re out of the way and most people don’t care about them. Business rent dumpsters and stick them out of the way and every once in a while the business that owns the dumpsters sends a truck around to empty them and I’d be surprised if the drivers who do that have any concern with how the dumpsters look. And no one really cares who throws anything away in dumpsters. Got some trash in your car? Throw it in the nearest dumpster. No one’s going to complain. They’re perpetually someone else’s problem, or no one’s problem, which is why someone labeling a dumpster “Dream Catcher” seems like a bitter, angry statement. Someone’s saying, dreams are trash.

Of course I always second-guess myself. There’s a long history of dumpster-diving, especially around college campuses. Back in 2009 the Nashville Scene profiled a local man who picked through campus trash after the students left for the summer. They did, and still do, leave a surprising variety of things behind, from refrigerators and microwaves to laptop computers and clothing. There are official drop-off places for donations but not everyone knows about those or has time to get to them. People packing to leave their dorms—especially graduates who have no plans to ever come back—understandably might just hit the nearest dumpster.

So maybe it was a bitter, angry statement, or maybe it was meant to be more ambiguous, maybe even positive. One person’s trash is another person’s dream. That reminds me of a classic line from Mitch Hedberg:

“I’m sick of following my dreams. I’m just going to ask them where they’re goin’, and hook up with them later.”